Friday, November 27, 2009

cemburu~

salam...

tetibe perasaan ini menyelubungi ako lg....



huhu...


sigh~


salam~~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

happy

salam~

beshnye.... exam is already finished..
yesterday was d last paper.. eh... (looking at d time)... err.. d day b4 yesterday..
sooo happy.. but still... not very.. coz still got class...
huhu... not in d mood 4 classes.. but cnnot bunk.. coz 2 many class i've bunk already..
actually something make me interested in class juz now..
it is....


AMPHIBIAN...

yup.. a frog... coz yesterday i've started d amphibian portion of physio practical..
seriously... one word i can say...
cruel
pity d frog.. tat guy juz stabbing d frog's brain n twisting it to destroy d spinal cord..
y cant he juz cut d spinal cord.. poor frog...
struggling in pain..
but after d paralysing part... it is interesting... i lyke..
d way she cut off d muscle.. i was surprise dat frog's muscle looks like chicken's.. hehe
if only i could take some pics.. huhu..

aaaaaanyway..
i am happy right now..
y?
not just because d examination is over..
i feel like people cares about me..
feels like im not a hollow man anymore..
thanks to you~

salam~~

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Exam is almost over...

salam~

fuh... siot tul biochem... viva la.. OSPE mcm bule go... hoho..
skali die tnye RDA ntuk sume vitamin... bpk r... slamat org sblm akopn kne..
akopn bace la.. hihii.. tp bab 2 jela... soalan laen.. kantoi..
huhu..


viva anat... cmbesh... due2 lecturer baek...
tp bule lak ako lupe nerve supply ntuk biccep brachii
siot jew... lame gak la ako pause...
pas2 bule lak terckp median nerve.. hahah
slamat ako igt blk.. huhu.. xpe2..
nme pn viva... ngan pressure lg..
huhu... kesian gak ako tgk ade tempe...
xjwb lngsung.. aduyai... slamat ako
fuh..
OSPE... ok la... bincang2 sket sblm msuk...
soalan ade yg dh taw.. hihi.. tp still.. susah gak..
yg xbule bla.. pitlah ckp ade sorg tempe...
bt circumduction at shoulder joint..
die bt gaye skipping... haha..
klakar lak ako pk...


ok nex... physio.. isnin nh.. patut isnin lpas...
tp cuti lak.. so tunde la.. chait.. patut ako dh abes exam
huhu. n still ako tgh men dotA lg kn.. adeh
ptg nh stadi la sket2. ari nh ako cuti. weee~~
mkn banyak2.. hihi...
doakan ako ntuk physio nh..
kang prick xkua darah lak... hahaa..

bye~~


p.s ako bt post cmnh sbb nk bg nmpak panjang.. hehehee...

salam~~

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

C.R.U.S.H


mataku mencari-carimu,
walaupun seketika kau hilang dari pandanganku,
kucuba untuk mendekatimu,
kucuba untuk bersua denganmu,
bertegur sapa denganmu,
kusuka melihat warna merah yang mengganti keputihan kulit mukamu,
pandangan matamu membuat hatiku cair,
pabila kulihat kau dari jauh,
kulihat kau gendong beg,
kecomelanmu terserlah,


namun,
hakikat tetap hakikat,
ku harus sedar,
pabila kupandang kalung dilehermu,
kutahu ako tidak layak untukmu,
kutahu perbezaan antara kau dengan ako amatlah jauh,
kutahu tiada harapan bagiku untuk memilikimu,
tapi hatiku masih degil,
perasaanku masih tidak mahu menerima kenyataan,
kumahu hidup denganmu,
kumahu dakapimu,
kumahu belai rambutmu,
kumahu kau tahu,
bahawa,
aku,
......................................

puisi tak siap,
nukilan qester1st

peh... ako masih bule bt puisi2 nh.. hehee.... walaupn da karat2 sket.. heheh....

Saturday, November 7, 2009

my fault~

salam~

tis is me.... always waiting 4 others... refuse to start by myself.... huhu... sorry.. its my fault... dunno y... trying to change... not tat i dun care.... i do....