Saturday, March 28, 2009

terfikir tntangmu

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Friday, March 27, 2009

emo™

salam~

emo... ako mmg emo sket skrang.. jd tmpat terbaek ntuk mlpaskn emo ako ialah... blog... hohoho... jd klu sesiape bace blog nh... mmg nmpak mcm mlampau... tp ako rse better ako bt post... drpd ako lpaskn kt org len kn... drpd ako terjerit2 kt org len... tumbuk2 dinding kew kn... soo... klu nk bce blog nh... accept the consequence.. hmm.. ako mmg emo skrng nh... siot jew.. xigt mmber... fu*k rr.. ako benci gle...g la kt die tuh.. ko igt ako suke kew haa!!! mmpus r... ako dh mls nk lyn r...

on the other hand... i'm happy today.. cause smething happen which make me very happy... but still... naqi... jgn pk jauh sgt.. jgn mngharap sgt... or u will hurt urself.. huhu....


salam~~

Hahaahaha~

salam~


hohoho.. kelmarin ako telah taw seswatu.. seswatu yg mengejutkn ako.. bkn terkejut kecewa... tp terkejut yg org ckp.. sooo sweeeeetttttt~~~~~ hahahahhaaha.. alolololo.. hahhaha... adeh.. xble tahan nk gelak.. hoho... dh la tnpe sengaje ako taw bnde tuh... xterlints difikiran yg ako akn ternmpak bnde tuh.. hahahah... tetibe trnmpak lak kn.. nk bt cmne... gelak jela.... hohohho... kpd pihak yg berkenaan... mintak maap ye... sori~ hehehee... pas2 skali lg kpd pihak yg berkenaan... hmmm... please make urself happy... dun make others cntrol u... please dun be pathetic like me... please~~~ u dun deserve it....


salam~~

Monday, March 23, 2009

msuk KTT~

salam~

akhirnya ako msuk gak KTT... weeee~ sgt srnk... hmmm.. tp ako rse hari nh agak mlng.. huhu.. start dr pg td... bgn2 pg.. nk mndi.. air xde~.. wwuuu~ ok la.. mndi kt rumah mmber.. hehehe.. pas2 smpai KTT tgh briefing.. dgr2... hmmm.. dlm kul 2 nk pg HUKM... sbb nk tgk result test... pas2 tme nk pkai kasut.. ako letakkn tanganku di pintu... paaang!!! jariku tersepit.. adeh~ huhuhu... pas2 g HUKM.. otw.. tetibe lak kete ako bt hal... gear rosak.. nk msuk gear 1, 3, 5 xbule... huhuh.. terpaksela ako gne gear 2 ngan 4 jew.. susah~ tp tetibe ako rse mcm ako nh pro.. hhehehe.. lalalala~ hmmm... tu jela perkare malang yg brelaku SETAKAT INI... xtaw la nnt kn... hmmm... memandangkn ako dh msuk kolej.. make sgt susahla ako nk on9... huhuhhu.. jd xdpt la ako nk update2 sgt blog n facebook ... huhu... kay~ taa~


salam~~

Saturday, March 21, 2009

berslh~

salam~

2 things that make me guilty:

1. come, eat n go.
2. go without saying anything.

anyways~ i have a great tme today~ thanks~

salam~~

Friday, March 20, 2009

5.1

Senaraikan 5 hadiah yang anda impikan:
| kete mini cooper|
| lappy vaio|
| guitar elektrik|
| ape2 hadiah dr seseorg~|
| ape2 yg ikhlas dan bermakne|

Alasan terhadap pilihan tersebut:
| sbb ako mmg mnat kete tuh.. hoho.. besh bwk lju2|
| supaye snang nk on9, men game, bt keje (yeke!!??)|
| nnt bule men.. syok2..|
|perlukan alasankah??|
| hmmm.. sbb hadiah ikhlas tuh lbey bermkne berbnding ngan hadiah menunjuk2|

5
impresi terhadap orang yang diminati :
| comel|
| peramah|
| baek ati|
| memahami|
| ikhlas|

5 perkara hebat yang pernah dilakukan :
| hmm.. pnah sound sorg ckgu sbb die bt slh... dgn bnggenye didpn junior.. hoho.. tp sound elok2 ye~]
|mengelak kete drpd eksiden.. fuh.. tme tuh rse pro gle.. ahaks..|
| slamatkn sorg bdak drpd dikaco..|
| menari tme graduation day.. hahahah...|
|men dota pas2 dpt 1st.. pas2 dgelar pro oleh org len~|

5 ciptaan yang paling disukai :
| hp|
| laptop|
| kete|
| alat muzik|
| pakaian.. hohoho..|

5 perkara yang dibenci :
| penipu|
| org tikam belakang|
| org yg kurg ajar|
| menunggu sehingge berjam2|
| seorg lelaki yg pernah mnjd guru di kolej~ shhhh...|


5 orang yang hendak ditag :
| penyu~ hehehe|
| psenk|
| qid|
| qish|
| wadie|

Monday, March 16, 2009

ATTENTION!!!!

salam~

perhatian... dgn ini.. saya ingin mengumumkan bahawa blog ini.. akan dibuat private... hal ini kerana bagi mengelakkan pembaca-pembaca luar yang tidak diluluskan oleh Badan Pembacaan Blog Qester1st (BPBQ) daripada membaca blog ini... maka... kepada sesiapa yang ingin membaca blog ini selepas nh.. mestilah mendapat jemputan dari saya.. oleh itu.. bagi memudahkan kerja penganugerahan jemputan.. anda dikehendaki meninggalkan komen di post ini.. tarikh penukaran blog ini adalah 5 hari selepas post ini... jika anda terlewat.. ia akan menyusahkan diri anda dan diri saya sendiri... maka adalah ditegaskan sekali lagi bahawa anda dikehendaki meninggalkan komen di post ini secepat mungkin... sekian.. terima kasih...



yang benar,



QeSteR
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( qester1st )
salam~~

Sunday, March 15, 2009

hanya seorang kawan....

salam~



die datang padaku,
luahkan segala yang terpendam,
aku setia mendengar,
hanya sebagai kawan,
walau hatiku merayu lebih,
hakikatnya aku hanya seorang kawan...




sigh~


salam~~

Friday, March 13, 2009

mengarut...

salam~
PERINGATAN

ari nh ako nk mngarut. so sesape yg mnghargai mase die xyah la bce post nh yer~

hmmm. idup nh pelek. mngkin idup ako jew kot. akopn xpaham. org ckp dun judge the book by its cover. btul. mmg btul. ako lak ske bt kesimpulan awl2. huhu. naqi. ko nk idup ko cmnh jew kew? dr dulu smpai skrang, cm2 jew. klu cmnh cmne la nk idup. cmne nk kawen? cmne nk keje? adeh~ mngken nasib ako cmnh. xble bt pape. mngken bule. klu ako stop mkn mlm2. ako g bersukan ptg2. sure bule berubah idup ko. hmm. semalam. ade seswatu peristiwa terjadi. ko rse ko mmpu x bt mcm ape yg die bt? xmmpu kn? hmm. i'm nobody. nobody is perfect. am i perfect? huhu. y u always aim for perfect? knape nk pilih yg baek jew? knape nk jatuh cinte pade yg baek jew? ade org ckp, kite jatuh cite pade yg baek, tp kite akn lebih mncintai bile taw tntang kelemahannye. huhu. abes tuh klu nk pilih sume baek. cmne ko nk lebih mncintai? ape lak nh. cite sal cinte lak. blaja dulu. huhu. ko rindu die? ko rse die rindu ko x? x kot. die ade hidup die. huhu. knape ko xnk berubah? knape ko mls sgt? adeh~ ko nh. kate nk jd doktor. tp mls. cmne tuh. ko kne brubah la. pas2 emo. sensitif sgt. adeh. kamon la. igt. u juz a part of her life. ur not her life. igt tuh. juz a PART of it. hai. sdey la ko nh. pathethic. menyedihkn. ko akn tetap cmnh smpai la ko berubah. org ckp. klu ako kurus, cmfirm hensem. pas2 ade lg org ckp n kate2 nh dituju kt org yg ckp td. klu ako kurus. nk ke ko kapel ngan ako? huhu. akopn blur. kapel? apekah itu? nape org kapel? org kapel sbb tgk org laen kapel kew? so diepn rse nk kapel. sbb bile kite dh kapel, nnt org tnye, bangge la sket. ako dh de girlfriend. huhu. kew org kapel sbb btul2 syg? mmg nk idup ngan die smpai mati. huhu. kew kapel skadar nk blaja cmne nk deal ngan the opposite sex. so snang nnt bile dh kawen? huhu. busan. dh la ari tuh ko escape class violin. nex week dh cuti dh. xde class. the other week dh msuk KI. cmne nk g klas? kne arrange blk la. lecehnye. tgk. mls. cmne la ko nk berjaye. hmm. percaye? ko caye x org len? kadang2 jew. tp. ko caye x diri ko? er, caye. seyesly?.......x... mule2 igt ako ley caye diri sendiri. rupe2nye x. ako nh bkn la sbaek yg disangke oleh org len. actually ako nh bkn la sebaik seperti yg ako sangkekn. ko xpercaye pade diri sendiri? x. tp certain perkare ako caye. huhu. npe ako mcm nh? huhu. ako hidup di 2 dunie berbeze. huhu. dunie baek dan dunie xbrape nk baek. klu kt dunie baek. ako akn jd baek. supaye ako msuk ngan diorg. klu ako kt dunie xbrape nk baek. akopn akn jd xbrape nk baek. same la sebab die. kt dunie baek nh. mmg baek la. org pandang akopn nmpak mcm baek. ako tipu diorg kew? hmm. mngkin. mngkin tidak. mngkin diorg xpnah tnye. so akopn xbtaw. make ako x tipu. bkn kew mnyembunyikn kebenaran tuh bule dianggap menipu? hm. kt dunie kurg baek lak. mmg kurg baek la ako. tp still ako dianggap baek la. huhu. tp klu org yg kt dunie kurg baek nh taw sal ako kt dunie kurg baek, sure dieorg pndang serong kn. hm. abes tuh. npe ko bt cm2? npe ko wujudkn 2 identiti ko?npe? ko nk ikot kate pepatah. msuk kandang kambing mengembeek. msuk kandang harimau mengaum. ko rse btul kew? npe ko bt cm2? hm. nnt ade ramai kawan. kawan? ape tuh kawan? npe ako berkawan? yela. xkn la nk idup sorg2. bpk bosannye. bpk xberkembangnye. ade org ckp. berkawan kne la ade sebab. klu kawan tuh xbg ape2 faedah kt kite, bt pe kwn ngan die? oo.. cmtu ek ko pk? ish2. xsngke lak ako ade org cmnh. klu kwn nk harapkn blsn jew, xikhlas la. pe la org tuh. jd kne kwn ngan sesape jw kew? hm. xla. klu kwn ngan org tuh. pas2 org tuh bt dajal kt ko. tipu ko. tikam belakang ko. xyah la. hmm. tp klu die still nk kwn ngan ko? hmm. kwn jela. tp klu die bt hal kew. cpat2 la chow. kwn sekadar kwn bese jela. hmm. ako nh mmg susah nk ckp no. huhu. terblk lak dgn cite yes men. huhu. hmm. yg tadi tuh kwn. klu kwn baek? hmm. kwn baek cmne tuh? best fren? hmm.. ko rse ko ade x best fren? hmm. ako rse ade. tp bile pk blk. mcm xde. kew ako jew yg pk cm2. dieorg anggap ako best fren die, tp ako rse xmcm best fren. cmne klu org tuh tnye, ko nk jwb pe? hmm. ntah. hmm. tuh satu kes. kes laen lak. klu ko anggap die best fren ko. tp die xanggap. huhu. abes tuh cmne? akopn xtaw. cmne bile ko tnye die, die ckp ko best fren die. tp tgk2. xmcm best fren pn. huhu. ape sbnrnye mksud best fren? smpai tahap manekah yg dikatekan best fren? hmm. bnde2 cmnh. susah. akopn blur lg skali. hmm. mngkin ako nh terlalu emo. pk jauh sgt. mmbtkn ako terase. huhu. tuh mmg mslh terbesa ako. adeh~ naqi. berubah la. hmm. npe hidup rse kosong? knape? knape ako jd cmnh? hmm.






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npe diam?






















sapekah ako nh sebenarnye? hmm. dimanekah pendirian ko sbnrnye naqi? sapekah diri ko tuh? who am i? soalan yg pernah dituju kt ako oleh kwn ku. who am i?


who am i? who am i? who am i?


sapekah sebenarnye khairul naqiyuddin bin abd rahim, sbb akopn xknal.

salam~~

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Tagged....

If you're tagged, you gotta write 100 Truths about yourself!

Last beverage ?air masak
Last phone call ? shazwan
Last text message ? naqib.. asking about KI's letter...
Last song you listened to ? data - permaisuri
Last time you cried ? cried?? hmm.. dun remember.. last year i guess..

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice ? nope
Been cheated on ? i think no...
Kissed someone & regretted it? nope~
Lost someone special? hmmm... i think no...

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love ? err... dunno
Laughed until you cried ? yes.. a bit..
Met someone who changed your life ? i think so... jap2... not sure...
Found out someone was talking about you? no..

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? many
Do you have any pets ? yup
Do you want to change your name? i like my name..
What time did you wake up today ? errr. 10:38 a.m...
What were you doing at midnight last night ? watching joey..
Name something you cannot wait for? KI!!!!!!! yeah!!
The last time you saw your father? this morning...
What's one thing you wish you could change? me being emo n my size.. heheh...
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ? tom tom bak?? elli?? yup2...
What's getting on your nerves right now? waiting~

What's your real name? khairul naqiyuddin
Elementary/Primary School ? sekolah agama al-amin bangi, sekolah kebangsaan jalan 3 bandar baru bangi.
Middle/Secondary School ? sekolah tuanku abdul rahman(STAR), ipoh
High School/College ? east technology college (ETC) a.k.a kolej teknologi timur(KTT) hehehhe...
Hair color ? black and a little bit dark brown
Long or short ? a bit long for a guy
Are you a health freak? hmm.. not really..
Righty or lefty? kidalan lefty~

FIRSTS :
First surgery? err.. sunat dikire kew? hahaha..
First piercing? none
First best friend? hmmm.. not sure... lalalala~
First sport you joined? lontar peluru.. yeah!
First pet? a Siamese cat... dun remember her name...
First vacation? UK

CURRENTLY :
Eating? after i write this post maybe..
Drinking ? air masak lagey..
Waiting ? for me to get sleepy... same as oja... ahaks..

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? yeah....
Want to get married?? of course
careers in mind? specialist doctor.. actor!!??

HAVE YOU EVER :
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol ? let me think.... heheheh... no la...
Lost glasses/contacts ? lost.. nope.. break... many times..
Ran away from home ? nope
Broken someone's heart? yes.... sorry...
Been arrested? almost.. that night.. heheh...
Cried when someone died? yes... my grandpa.. al-fatihah...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself ? not quite...
Miracles ? no...
Love at first sight ? err... yes..
Heaven ?yes
Kiss on the first date? wow.... not first date la..
Angels ? yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? yes
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? ? friend.. of course... heheh....
Do you believe in God? 100%...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Empty.......

salam~

i feel so empty.. y? huhu... thought that KI starts at 2nd march... then the date change.. to 26th march... then suddenly change again... 16 april.... huhu... damm long... dunno wat to do now... feels like im useless... huhu.. trying to be useful... but still... the feeling... hmmm... trying to be somebody... not that i hate myself... hmmm... lonely.. thats another feeling... sigh~ friends... ive got some... but still lonely... y? hmm... sigh~ waiting for KI... so i can enjoy with my friends.... before i take off to india... for medic... so better enjoy now, right... but now.... lonely.... waiting for KI... huhu... sigh~

ps: sorry my english sucks....

salam~~

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Kancilku masuk air.. huhu...

salam~

semuanye bermula pada tanggal 28 febuari 2009.. ptg tuh... farahin ade bt kenduri kt rumah die.. die nk fly dh kn... so akopn bercadangla nk pg... memandangkn rumah die kt klang... so akopn mls la nk bwk kete.. so nek la tren.. kancilku dipark di ktm ukm... so nek tren last2 sampai la kt bukit badak... anis n adek die hakim amek ako... pas2 g rumah fara ngan naqib skali... smpai2 dh dekat maghrib... seng pn dh menunggu kt sane.... mkn2... cadangnye nk blk lpas g rumah fara tuh.. sbb kul 10 nk g karok... tp mcm xsmpat jew.. so cancel karok... akopn follow la naqib ngan anis n adik die g rumah ara... ade tahlil.. dh la ako xbwk bju melayu.. akopn segan gle nk msuk... hoho... pakaila bju round neck... duk kt luar smbil bce tahlil... lpas tuh.. mkn lg... hahah... abes sume dlm kul 10 stgh... pas2 akopn pening r memikirkn... cm xsmpat jew nk keja tren... so.. dr rumah ara tuh.. rushing la ke ktm bukit badak... smpai2.. last tren dh lpas dh.. adeh... akopn tido la rumah naqib.. esknye br blk... nek tren.. die anta kt kl sentral.. pas2 nek tren ke ukm.. smpai2... pg la kt kete ako.. tgk dari jauh.. nmpak mcm brlumpur jew kt body die.. akopn plek la... skali tgk dlm kete.. peh.. bertakung air lumpur... argh!!!! pas2 cbe la start enjin.. slamat bule start lg... huhu... rupenye smlm hujan... pas2 kt ktm ukm tuh.. banjir... siot tul.. argh!!!!!! dugaan2.. sian kancil ako.. pening ako dibuatnye.. huhu...

salam~~